Doubting Myself

I'm really starting to doubt myself and wonder if I really want to give this motocamp360 business a proper go. It is something that I really wanted to do not that long ago, so, I'm wondering if it is just cold feet now that the weather is warming up and the days are getting longer. I set myself the goals and wrote here for the world to see that I was going to do these things and now I feel like I want to take the easy way out and pull the plug before I've even begun. I put a fair amount of effort into getting things set up and spent a bit of money getting the camera and stuff and now I don't know what to do. 
I think I just have to go through with it. I have to make myself try and do it properly and maybe that is what is scaring me. I think I've realised that it won't be so easy. Even just getting away on Tuesday evening to go camping could prove quite difficult in the short term. I need to do it just to show that I can do what I put my mind to. I need to do it properly to see if it is something that I can continue doing and if other people are interested in seeing what I'm up to. I do have two new subscribers to the channel making it a grand total of 4, but that's two people who have subscribed without me even posting more than an intro video or doing any actual promotion of the channel.
My bluetooth controller arrived on Monday so I managed to watch a National Geographic 360° video using my headset. I didn't like that particular video as they were using the full 360° but didn't give a good indication on what I was meant to be looking at. I was sitting down and it was hard to look all the way around to see what was going on behind me. At one stage I didn't know that I should be looking down to see what was going on. I also watch another video, this one about a game, but again, I didn't know where I was meant to be looking, there were rockets flying around and  smashing into things but I didn't know where to look to see the next thing. Getting the viewer to focus on the right part of the footing it probably going to be the hardest. As I'm typing this I think I just came up with a way to make sure my viewers will know where the front is, in case they get lost. It's a little hard to explain so I'll have to try it on a video and then show you.
Here's the Nat Geo video I watched, in case you are interested.

 Bomber
just gotta do it